I caught your smile as I walked into the church
you looked handsome in your tie and shirt
I sat in front of you and watched the crowd filter in
I sat with my friends and the dopamine

nobody knew that you played with my hair behind the pew

later in your room we were on the bed
I looked out the window it was speckled with droplets
they gently distorted the rest of the world
like how you did for me

two truths coexisting at once

I could see the bars, the park, the arcade games, and our favourite food spot from where I lay
in my distraction you got soft
I played with your hair
I missed living there